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Tuesday, 01 December 2009

  • Drifting...

    I am taking MUNI from home to work and from work site 1 to work site 0.
    I am drifting in and out of consciousness thanks Tylenol PM from 11pm last night...(any drug is potent on me)
    and then Shinning sent me this article...

    *Tapes eyes open, and puts on a heavy leather jacket*
    I think I'll be ok...

Monday, 30 November 2009

  • Optimism

    "For next year, I want to try to be more optimistic," I thought.

    But why wait?  I am going to start now.

    Instead of thinking, well, the crisis has been averted but my parents are still crazy, childish, and irresponsible, I will think that I can proceed with my coming out plan with no hinderance.  I am working on a strategy with my sister, because she thinks it'll be better if she hinted my mom a little before I drop the bomb on her when I arrive.

    After my sister worked really hard to strike an agreement between them both, she also requested that both of them never work together and communicate with each other ever again.  Then both my mom and dad responded, "It's not that serious."

    Hm...I think maybe Godzilla had the same parents as I do, because after I heard that from my sister, I certainly feel like rampaging and causing havoc through Tokyo right now.

    Another good outcome of this is that I am getting my names taken off of all sort of documents entangled with my mom and dad.  Phew...no worries about future arrests in Asia.

Friday, 27 November 2009

Thursday, 05 November 2009

  • Taiwan trip

     
    This is my second trip to Taiwan this time, however, there is a lot happening as opposed to just hanging out with family like previous trips.
    Since there is a big gay circuit party in Taiwan, a lot of Shinning's friends are going to be there, though I plan to spend new years with my family while they are there.

    Aside from what I plan to do in Taiwan with coming out and stuff, we are also touring the island.
    I think we leave around 1/2 or 1/3, depending on how everyone's feeling, and we would be taking the around the island rail.
    I don't think I have actually done that before, and I certainly haven't stopped by most of the counties in Taiwan.
    It'll be a blast.  I just need to e-mail my cousins and sister on what we are going to do around new years time.

    So our plan is to stay from 12/28 to 1/3(?) in Taipei, and leave for Hua-Lien's Toroko Gorge.  Honestly, aside from being able to speak/read Chinese/Mandarin/Taiwanese, I have no advantage over the fellow visitors.  I have no idea where things are, I don't know what sites to see, and most of my memories about the island outside of Taipei is a bit fuzzy.
    (I am not even entirely sure that there is a railroad on the east coast until someone suggested we take the around the island rail tour)
    BUT that's ok.  Lots of people already started planning, so I wouldn't have much to worry about.

    I think with this trip done, I won't be taking vacations in Taiwan unless going home to visit relatives and friends.
    I honestly think we can rent a big gay bus with 16 people going with us all at once.

    Thinking about it gets me a little excitement now and then.

Tuesday, 27 October 2009

  • Post Apocalyptic Future


    When I was little I was totally bored out of my mind when I was watching the classic anime, Akira.
    I didn't think it was a big deal at all, and I didn't understand why it was mind blowing for a whole lot of people.
    This is how I remembered it every single time:
    • Some weird pessimistic little kid tries to out do his aniki, and ended up with super power
    • There are these weird blue children with old people faces who also have similar power
    • The annoying pessimistic kid's head swells, and turned into a human blob that is devouring everything
    • The aniki kills the blob on his red motorcycle, and everyone is sad
    ...these people got some skill.  We are of different caliber, since I could only manage to stretch a 3 page worth of material into a 20 page paper with lots of diagrams and stuff, and they are able to stretch out 4 bullet points into a 2 hour movie.  (Maybe I should rewatch the whole thing, because I might see it in an entirely different way now.  Then again, I am not that masochistic.)

    Years later, I found myself engrossed in a whole slew of post apocalyptic themed stories/games/shows.  This made me realized I am as entrenched in reality as all those adults who were so obsessed with Akira.  The reason why I arrived at this conclusion is because in order to appreciate post apocalyptic themed settings, I have to be very aware of what they look like at present.  A lot of these movies/games/shows/books all use familiar settings and warp them into the futuristic version of them.  For instance, Fallout 1 & 2 has California cities such as Los Angeles and San Francisco after a nuclear holocaust and  Fallout 3 has Washington DC.

    I usually pride myself being able to switch perspective on the fly, and I think this came from years of moving around from culture to culture.  I think I need to re-examine whether or not I am as adaptable as before and not so rigid on already existing rules in my head.
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